This is how i currently visualize/conceptualize the parts of reality that have to do with m(e) thinking and feeling: M(y) body exists (in whatever form you prefer, i usually imagine it as a semi-differentiated outline). Impersonal flows/currents/rivers of thoughts and feelings exist and flow through m(y) body continuously. But they do not start or end in m(y) body. They simply pass through for specific moments at specific places in m(y) body. The currents are not m(e), i am not them. At the points in time where they flow through m(y) body, i have a thought, or a feeling, or both, or any combination of bodily experiences. These experiences are always locally (as in the points where the currents meet m(y) body) unique and this uniqueness is what is experienced as “my” thought-feeling, even thought globally (as in the entirety of the current), it is just as impersonal as any other point in the current. M(y) body experiences and remembers some (often somewhat similar) types of current-body contacts and co-creates a narrative, an “identity” from this collection. But the flows and everything in them (including m(y) body) remain impersonal.

Drawing/Visual: to be added